| who would have thunk it??? |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|09:01 pm] |
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who would have thought that getting a little teeny tiny tattoo would be such a big deal???????????? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 18th, 2006|10:57 am] |
I don't feel so good. feel a little sick. feel a lot tired. don't want to go to work. nyah.
just thought I'd share |
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| me??? you're kidding??? |
[Jan. 17th, 2006|07:54 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  refreshed | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | joan jett + paul westerberg - let's do it | ] |
I actually joined a gym today. I joined and signed up for a personal training session on saturday. I'm seriously going to lose weight and get healthy and be what I should have always been. healthy, happy, and full of energy. I want to be able to go out and get hyper and dance like a fiend without getting out of breath. it'll be good.
I also am officially cutting down on booze. I wish I actually had the willpower to become tee total. seriously. could I do it??? could I stop drinking completely? I know I am no longer going to drink on my own at all and I'm going to avoid beer as much as possible. I drink way too much and I feel crap for it. I am going to cut down. bring on the low cal red bull. *boogies*.
I know this sounds like the bull I usually sprout. but I do actually mean it. I'm tired of the scars i get from falling and hurting myself while drunk. I'm tired of feeling ill all the time. I'm tired of not being healthy happy and sexy. the end. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 2nd, 2006|11:23 am] |
I think I actually suceeded in starting 2006 in as much of a mess as I spent most of 2005. it does not bode well for miss gillian.
I worked 9 - 3 on hogmany. I then proceeded to have two quick ones with tiff and then galloped off home to see what amazing plans there were for that night. the answer to that was none. none at all. I decided then to go to vari's parents house in order to be fed and watered. it was actually the first proper family meal I've had in years. christmas dinner does not count. at all.
anyhoo...so lots of food, beer, wine and champagne with the vee-meister's famille and then headed home. TJ, his girlie (louise??) and jamie joined vee, lyn and I for the bells. lots of big hugs and kisses. my first kiss of the year was vari. not even a peck on the cheek from jamie. so I started the year kissing a girl. I feel it may be my new calling. "Gillian - big fat lesbian!". oh? do you not see it?? too boy mad??? oh all right then. anyway....
various people traipsed in and out of our flat. very drunk...bringing tidings of a happy new year. I was pissed off as johanna was too drunk and annoying me and I needed to get out of the house. luckily at that point jamie and jony wanted to go to the tunnel party. yay! so we trekked out. on the way jamie vomited in kelvingrove park and jony peed as close to the museum as possible. I love my classy boys.
so....we're in the tunnel. muddy and I'm slightly terrified that I'm going to fall face first in the mud. I don't...but that's not the point at all. so we get there and jony, jamie and I start the search for e. not that I even want any. but being fucked is better than not at this point. jamie and jony then meet two german girls. *sighs*. I decide then to find another conversation of some description. I then meet mr 6' 3" 30 year old irish man and kiss him. interesting. I lose the two j's and then am taken back to mr irish man's flat. nice. I drink more and pass out. I wake up being held very very tightly in a strange bed thinking "fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" I've just passed out in this guy's bed. I am guaranteed that nothing happened when I was asleep. and I believe him. I'm pretty sure I'd know if he had taken my virtue. plus considering I'm still wearing belt, jeans, tights and pants...it would have been very difficult for him to remove them and put them all properly back on without me noticing. I then go home.
I watch friends when I get home and then go to bed. I sleep till 4 when michael comes bearing pizza. I hen kissed him too. I'm guessing I'm not a lesbian after all.
back to bed.
good night. |
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| today... |
[Dec. 15th, 2005|06:25 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | savage garden - chained to you | ] |
I started my day the same way as I have for the past couple of days. two iboprofun and a multi vitamin. my days have been going better. it's strange. it works.
still feeling shit about the blitzer situation. I suppose I shouldn't tho. I mean, I'm perfectly within my rights to not want to be with someone. he just guilt tripped me so badly and it actualy worked. gah. not good.
shut up gillian. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 14th, 2005|11:33 am] |
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I am a high class bitch. |
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| here we go....... |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|11:47 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | general flat noise | ] |
rejection number two. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | aerosmith - kiss your past goodbye | ] |
blitz - just do one thing for me
me - what's that?
blitz - don't blow your gnome whistle
me - hahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha
blitz - bye
me - bye |
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| grrrrrr |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|08:20 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | counting crows - round here | ] |
I think it may actually be blitzer's aim to make sure I never get a proper night's sleep. when he's staying here he keeps me up till silly o'clock talking about gibberish, when I'm staying there he does the same. if I'm not staying over there then I end up not going home till a silly time cos he begs me to stay as long as possible.
last night...I was alone...and turned in at eleven..knowing I had to be up now..bright and early for a nine o'clock start. I was sleep sleep sleeping. Then my phone rang at like half one. the one person who never ever phones me decides to call when I'm trying to GOD DAMN SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahem.
rant over.
I'm not actually angry...just haven't slept properly in a while.
am cranky.
and have a busy day at work today.
might cry.
have a good day y'all. |
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| the random music thing I can't stop doing.... |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|03:33 pm] |
1. Open up the music player on your computer.
2. Set it to play your entire music collection.
3. Hit the shuffle command.
4. Tell us the title of the next twenty-five songs that show up (with their musicians), no matter how embarrassing. That's right, no skipping that Carpenters tune that will totally destroy your hip credibility. It's time for total musical honesty. Write it up in your blog or journal and link back to at least a couple of the other sites where you saw this
1 cyndi lauper - time after time
2 al green - let's stay together
3 cake - I will survive
4 bob dylan - forever young
5 jimmy eat world - robot factory
6 savage garden - the best thing
7 bright eyes - no lies, just love
8 macy gray - still
9 goldfrapp - strict machine
10 joni mitchell - this flight tonight
11 vanessa carlton - a thousand miles
12 shawn colvin - never saw blue like that
13 nancy sinatra - bang, bang
14 bright eyes - I won't ever be happy again
15 vanessa carlton - white houses
16 kinks - you really got me
17 jimmy eat world - thinking, that's all
18 janis joplin - piece of my heart
19 david bowie - the prettiest star
20 jeff buckley - farewell angelina
21 blondie - desire bring me back
22 proclaimers - I'm on my way
23 david gray - my oh my
24 don henely - boys of summer
25 u2 - the sweetest thing |
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| you can see my floor.... |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | madonna - ray of light | ] |
†MHP [ ...An eye for an eye... a spy for a spy... ] says:
you know
†MHP [ ...An eye for an eye... a spy for a spy... ] says:
to meet you you might strike as a girl that was tidy, and possibly one that might be obsessively so
†MHP [ ...An eye for an eye... a spy for a spy... ] says:
what a surprise one may get the first time they wander into your room
sums me up well I feel. antony really does know me.
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I bought christmas presents today. my mum's, lyn's, beth's and also bought my christmas cards. daddy's is ordered. I feel so organised. I like being organised. very much so. now the question...do I send stu a christmas card??? hmmmmmmm.
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blondie tomorrow. might combust with excitement. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 7th, 2005|03:16 pm] |
1.Choose a band/artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs: alanis morissette
2. Are you male or female: sister blister
3. Describe yourself: you oughta know
4. How do some people feel about you: perfect
5. How do you feel about yourself: that I would be good
6. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: forgiven
7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend: head over feet
8. Describe where you want to be: right through you
9. Describe where you live: your house
10. Describe who you love: so pure
11. Share a few words of Wisdom: you learn
12. Now say goodbye: wake up |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 6th, 2005|08:14 pm] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Sunday on a flight to Colorado Springs, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). In June I bought porn for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) odin_trollsbane (-10 points). In July I helped letterstoarabbi hide a body (-173 points). In April I caught a purse-snatcher who stole stickytargirl's purse (30 points). In October I committed genocide... Sorry about that, 40000_tribbles (-5000 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-5193 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!
Sincerely,
cake_of_fruit |
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| wow |
[Dec. 5th, 2005|10:52 am] |
| [ | feeling |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | norah jones - don't know why | ] |
I got my first christmas card last week.
*vomits* |
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| for sale... |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|09:54 pm] |
| [ | feeling |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | soundtrack |
| | keane - bedshaped | ] |
one perviously owned, bleach blonde, greay eyed, slightly plump almost 19 year old.
she is slightly neurotic, mostly chipper and gin sodden.
needs house trained.
can you give this girl a home in your heart?
owner must be non smoker, non psycho and non heart breaker. |
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